I follow trends too much. So, last post of 2008. What I loved, and what I hated...
Here it goes...
are on my Christmas list for next year. I would also like some Persian rugs, some tea that I've never tried before, and some wonderful incense would be nice.
I feel so blessed to have found love at such a young age. Happiness is found in love, and most definitely I've escaped my troubles and worries and found myself happy again because of my boys. Oh, you boys will never change...
B.Bear, you will never fail to amaze me. You are always full of surprises, and you're one toy that I never want to find the off switch for.
Walkman, you're always in that feel good mood. I truly admire you're sense of what real fun is.
Sizzle, you're the guy to go to when you want a big hug. Gosh, I love the way your arms just seem to be open all the time for anyone and everyone that needs some loving.
and last but not least, Mr.Gentleman. You are the reason why I'm not afraid to grow up without actually growing up. You've shown me that little kids can grow up but never lose their childhood. You've shown me that kids can be underestimated and can find true love. You've shown me what true love is.
Boys will be boys. Thanks for making my shitty Christmas a lot better.
Oh, and look at what I've been playing all day:
a few things about this vid:
-i just learned it today
-the last E string is missing
-i'm terrible at singing, so i didn't sing :P
-and the tuning is one full step down
don't laugh at me xP
For Christmas, I just got two CDs: "...Live In Chicago" by Panic at The Disco (which I asked for the Special Edition, but they didn't get it in time) and the legendary "Abbey Road" by The Beatles (a classic that I still didn't have until today). I've been listening to "Abbey Road" all day long, I'm waiting until later tonight to start watching "...Live In Chicago". You know me...I've also been trying to play a few Beatles and Bob Dylan songs on my wonderful acoustic guitar that my parents kindly brought to Maryland for me. I found the tabs for "I Want You (She's So Heavy)", and I'm working on it. My dad introduced me to this song called "I'm Easy" by Keith Carradine. I love it. My dad has always had a good taste in music. He even played it for me on my guitar. He attempted a Bob Dylan song, but I just laughed at him and told him to stop. I'm still really mad that I didn't get a cell phone. I'm probably just going to BEG my grandmother who's been offering to get me a phone for the past few months. My parents always stop her though, but it's my Christmas present that I wanted. I hope I'm not sounding spoiled when I say that...
This week has been very interesting. All of Monday, all I could think about was You. The train ride was pure torture because You were on my mind. If that train ride wasn't enough, I waited for your reply via Internet. Oh goodness, it was terrible. I just gave up. And then Youuuuu came into my life. Wow, that shook things up a bit. Actually it changed a lot of things. I'm having a lot of fun talking to You. And I love it. I only have one concern: I think I want something different than You do, but I still want to be with you. I really don't think our personalities pair up perfectly, but You're just so damn good at making me smile. You're confusing sometimes, oh so confusing. But I like I said, I love it. I love the feeling that You give me, even if it means that I have to change my panties...you didn't hear that. But I honestly hope things work out between us because I really do like You, even though I shouldn't. The only thing that I hate that You do is that You make me feel so stupid sometimes. Gah, so stupid...and I know that I shouldn't be feeling like this towards You, but I do. And I must honestly say that I'll be crushed if nothing happens...gosh, this is getting crazy...
But I like it. (;
Gahh!! Girl, you've given me a whole other reason to look up to you. You're truly one of my role models in life, dance, and love. I can tell that you're very happy with life and with him. I swear, you guys are going to get married. Merry Christmas, lovers!!<333
I'll probably still be playing guitar all day, but don't be afraid to bother me!!
Happy Holidays again!! <333>
haha, i personally love it, and think it's good enough to win the contest. what do you think?yesterday was the last day of school in 2008. it went by so slowly...i don't like jerks. i love my friends. especially my dear friend, hunter, who gave me his old fender that i'm absolutely in love with right now even though it needs some repairs. i love used stuff. i don't know why, but for some reason, i just do. used clothing, used guitars, used CDs...anything that's gently used and you don't want anymore, i'd gladly take it. haha.
you know that feeling when you're happy for a reason, but that reason isn't good enough? but still, you feel like it's so important that it just makes you feel so good all over? yeah, that's how i feel right now. it's a wonderful feeling, for those who haven't felt it yet. and i hate to admit it, but it's all because of a guy. i don't want to go into too much detail about him, but i had the hugest crush on him for a while. we never talked, but i still was crushing hard. then i just gave up, but we started talking and it makes me really giggly. hehe. and i never knew conversation would come to easily between us. hehe. it makes me happy. i can't stop smiling. and my jaw muscles don't hurt quite yet, skippy. (;
i love webcams. they let me talk to my cousins that live all the way in california. i played my guitar for my cousin, aunt, and uncle. my other cousin wasn't there. he's just too cool to talk to me. but that's okay because i know that he's going to be jealous of my guitar skills. (:
today was the first put-together of CAST A for Nutcracker (tomorrow is CAST B). it was just a crazy day. above is just the senior company's dance bags. you should've seen what mass of junk there was when it was senior AND junior company! we are so messy. the full run through went great. there's nothing i'm too worried about. except my dying pointe shoes. i had to jet glue them today. and i must add that jet glue and 2nd skin are magical. they work wonders on hurting feet.
i seriously cannot wait for Nutcracker. it's going to be so fun! i love being in the theatre. i always treat it like a sacred place. i can't wait to perform on stages for a living. it will be the best feeling in the world to walk onto a different stage every night. the tutus, pointe shoes, lights, and pounds of makeup just make me feel beautiful. like i'm invincible.
holiday pops will be amazing too! i recorded our kickin' kringles dance. it's really sloppy. we were dancing for 11 hours! what else can i say? we're tired. and we are in fuzzy, red, striped costumes and santa hats. yay, christmas time. i'm going to send a link to keltie. i hope she answers. and i hope her injury isn't too bad.
i gamed it up on rockband world tour for the wii tonite. poor kid, his drumset for the game broke cuz us stupid kids are just hardcore gamers. damn.