Who knew a melted heart would feel so good?
Spending so much time with you this weekend is pushing me in and out of my comfort zone, and I love it. I've never felt more alive and spontaneous with any other person. Things are going to change from here, and I know that we both have a different idea of what's going to happen. But I'm ready to jump. Let's go!
Friday night I went to the first football game of the season for my school, and everyone was so pumped for the game! It was such a good game, and we won 44-14!! I really hope that we keep that up all season long. Then I went out with some friends to get some ice cream. I was the only girl, so I had to sit through all this "boy talk" while I stared into your beautiful eyes. I thought that the person I was trying to be was completely different than the person than I actually am. I realized that I am sexy, and I'm not afraid to say that. Girls, you should feel like you're so hot wherever you go. I don't mean that in a self-centered and selfish way. It's another way to say you need to be confident in your mind, body, and soul.
Saturday was an amazing rehearsal. However, everyone is starting to feel the tension of the next three shows coming up. The museum show is in less than a month, and then a week after that is Ties! And of course Nutcracker makes everyone nervous. As a company, we took a lot to do, but we can handle it! There's nothing more than some good pressure to do your best! The partnering dance with John is nearly finished, and my dress finally fits me! Thanks, costume ladies!!
To relax for the night, I went out with some friends to see "Inglorious Basterds". I'm no movie critic, but it was a bad-ass movie. I know I'm a bit of a tom-boy, but that was seriously a good movie. The whole thing was pretty crazy, and it was like I was reading a comic book. Comedy. Action. Rad.
I might have told you all this already, but I'm going to say it again...
I found out that my Homecoming dance is the same day as our show "Ties"! When I found out, I freaked because I already bought my dress and everything. Then I remembered that the show is pretty short; there isn't even intermission. I'm planning on bringing my dress + shoes to the theatre, and when the 2nd show is over, rush to get ready then go off to Homecoming to dance it up for another few hours. I'm a busy girl, and I can't wait to feel the rush of dancing non-stop. And we have our hair in super rad hairstyles for the show, so I'm going to keep my hair the same. On the downside, I'm really bummed that I have to miss the Homecoming game. We've lost the past 3 Homecoming games, and I want to be there when we finally win this year's! And right now, I'm not really caring if I have a date anymore. It would be nice to have my date come to watch my show, then drive me off to the dance after, but I don't want to ask too much of him. Plus, it would be so much more fun to walk onto that dance floor, jump into a group, and just start dancing. I'll find that boy to dance with me someday. Someday.
You melt my heart (andmakemewetmypants,lol),
PS. Has anyone ever noticed how sexy techno music is? It makes me wanna rave like crazy, and all the beats are just so sexy!!
PPS. I don't wear pants when I play guitar.