Friday, August 07, 2009
no studio. no problem.
"all of my life, i have waited for you."
I really need my own studio, but when you don't have the money to get a private studio, you use your room. Don't make fun of my sports border. It was a boy's room before I moved here, and it still looks like a boys room (besides the pointe shoes all over the room, ha!).
My concept for this dance was to actually have someone knock on the door at the beginning, and I was debating whether I should let them in or not. And at the very end, I finally let them in (after I have this battle with myself). As you can see in the dance, I kick myself in the head and knock myself down to the ground, but I still get back up and am ready to keep going. While all of this is happening, I'm still making that person at the door wait for me to let them in...
He's being so kind and telling me that little things remind him of me, and I still feel like I'm just not ready to let him back in. I'm just not ready for that hurt of him walking out again, but honestly, in the end, I know that I am just going to fall for it all again and let him in.
I've been invited to take some master classes with Brad Taylor and Jessica King from last season of SYTYCD!! I'm so excited, and I hope I'm able to go because I know it would be super fun. I'm also extremely happy to know that Jeanine won last night! And I am super jealous that one of my really good friends is going to meet her! Not fair. Hopefully, she'll get an autograph for me.
Tomorrow I have company rehearsal! I'm so excited, and then next week will be the Sr. Intensive over at my studio which should be absolutely amazing! We will be rehearsing for a lot of new things coming up, so that will be great.
And I'm shipping out the pointe shoes for sure tomorrow!! Can't wait!!