Monday, May 10, 2010
do you really care about me?
"Do you really care about me?"
This question is always running through my mind when I'm around you, when I'm away from you, when I miss you, when I hate you, when I love you, when you drive me crazy, when you calm me down, when you look me in the eye, when you hold my heart in your hands because it's always been yours....
I having to wonder and try to answer this question myself when you're right in front of me practically all the time. I have an infinity + 1 opportunities to ask you this question myself, yet I can't bring myself to bring the words to my lips. I'm afraid. I'm afraid of the answer.
So I ask in silence.