Wednesday, September 14, 2011

if you don't want me to care, then i won't. but don't tell me not to love.

I can quite honestly say that I am totally jealous of everyone who is completely happy with their life right now. I’m stressed out of my mind, and my fears just keep growing everyday.

I knew that I would find out one day that hiding + suppressing my feelings would get me nowhere…

I’m scared.
Of everything and nothing at the same time. The fact that I’m here alone isn’t really helping either. I’ve never been one to depend on another single person to determine how I feel about my life, but somehow when love gets thrown into the mix, it just so happens to be that way.

I’m not happy. Hopefully it will just last for today…

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